Hello!
So this have been the most anticipating entry ever for you guys! Don't tell me you don't want to know the details of Big Bang's concert . Finally , I got all the pictures sort out and trust me that you will have a hard time scrolling the page. Of course, I don't have such good memory to remember every single details but I will try to - those that I remember was just important to me. Most of my pictures are about TOP since he is my bias and will be my bias FOREVER in Big Bang. Will tell you the reason why and give a fangirl speech at the end of the post, lol. I combined a few pictures and I guess, I'll do pictures & caption style and maybe a 5 to 6 lines - a paragraph like how I always blog.
More pictures , Less Words.
And ,
please stop bashing me & going on doubting what I'm going to say later on because I don't think there's a point of me lying. If faking a story would make it happened, I would be telling lies all the while.
*fangirl scream*
GAH T_T I WANT THAT DAY TO START ALL OVER AGAIN TT
K,
let's start lol.
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I woke up at 9am , can you believe that? I freaking sleep at 5 the night before because I was too excited wtf. So, I spend 2 hours painting my nails and somehow decorated it with TOP's initials & big bang's. Picture 1 was my left hand and Pic 2 was my right. I even did the hot pink based colour with the initial 'Tabi' on it. Incase you don't know, Tabi is TOP's very girly cute nickname and he loves pink. Too weird for a cool rapper heh.
I settled down with a heavy breakfast at Old Town and off to pick my friends around 1245 or so, I guess.
I was freaking speeding and cutting line otw to the venue even if there's like 7 or 8 hours away. I don't wanna miss a single second being near them. I'm like this though - it's either I go all the way for the concert and stuff or I rather stay at home and watch them on tv.
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And so, #3 was me camwhoring waiting time to pass and I guess it was around 3 already. Before that, we went around buying merchandises. I'm so kiam that I only buy the tshirt in black. I can't believe I didn't buy the white one too- ish! I swear I love Big Bang but I don't think the light stick is worth it and everyone is really holding the same so I cut that off my list. But VIP must have it rigghhhht? Maybe, the next time? Or I'll buy it online.
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Got the birthday banner from the fan club! :) They even gave me two but I was so nice that I gave one away. I wouldn't give one away if I know it's going to rain, fml. It was half damage but I protected it with my raincoat LOL!
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See the guy above! He's cosplaying TOP :D He's too eyecatching that I just had to take picture with him. My Friends & I was so shy~
But whatever, I just have to take a picture with him and he's so hot wtf. I approach him first and then everyone just hop on! He's like a superstar over there. There are many more people that cosplay them and wtf, they were so freaking alike!
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I've gone lucky! I saw one of the malaysian blogger - Ash Oh Tonic! She's Chuckei sister though and trust me, she were so feminine! I read her blog and see her picture and always thought that she have the ' yo. swag' that kind of attitude. When I approach her, she was so shock and shy! Her voice was so soft. Now, I like her more. She have those very cool swag style and she's so feminine. Double combo!
She's so flawless, I swear and she looks EXACTLY the same like pictures.
Life's unfair TT
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It started to rain then. All of us walk through the streets that people sell fake merchandises related to BB . It was so tempting and I really want to buy every tshirt design they have but then, I realise that I don't wear tees and so, I bought tanktop.
Look at the cute 3D fan of TOP!
The moment I see it , I was like GIMME THE TOP'S ONE! I didn't even ask for the price. It was so cute! There's a string attached below for you to pull then his limbs will move like he is dancing the retro dance. I saw the superman one online and he was amazed by it and took it. So, maybe I have a chance wakakaka - and I had :D
Believe a not,
I didn't eat anything because I was over excited and my only meal was breakfast at Old Town.
Sat under this tent to avoid the rain and I really feel lucky that I got the VIP seats and no need to line up. I see all of them hugging their stuff, squatting with their raincoat and I do pity them. I can't imagine I'm the one doing that, omg.
So Amanda is really my savior!
This aunty was staring at me with her kid - a guy and a girl then she started laughing so I look at her. She was like, " You really like TOP!" Then I nodding my head vigorously, looking like so dumb bitch. She saw all my stuff and everything was just TOP TOP TOP - I'm VERY loyal to one and only :D Most of them asked me where I buy them though and they even ran through the rain to buy them.
It's really cute!
And then,
they started rehearsing. It was fine until I hear TOP's voice - I went all screaming and everyone stared at me. It's okay , Evelyn was kind of screaming with me too! :D That deep voice, omg!
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This is AMANDA! :D
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That's her sister, Agnes. They're like twins and they're so close! I'm so jeles TT My sisters and I are just close and united when we are rebellious like sneaking out of the house in the middle of the night -.-
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Evelyn and Manda : )
Then we went inside. I was jumping with joy, swinging my bags LOL. They can just stare , I don't really care. I was so happy until I step on the soft part of the mud and it dirtied my ankle and toes. I was like - SHITTTTTTT . Then Amanda went like, " SEE. THAT'S WHY I WEAR SPORT SHOES!" . She does that because at the beginning of the day, I ask her why the hell she wear sport shoe lol.
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Manda and I in black and white Original Alive teee! I swear we were so near - just a railing inbetween . GAAAH TT
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For the time to pass...
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LOOK AT MAH NAILS ! :D
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All different designs on ten fingers! The background is pretty, isn't it?
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You know what,
my eyeliner didn't smudge! Body Shop's liquid eyeliner is a recommendation from me :)
Then,
it started to rain for at least an hour TT I was protecting all my stuff and myself with the raincoat. I don't even dare to move because I'm scare that I'll get wet but, no matter what I do.. it's still wet wtf. They played Big Bang's music videos and it's really good that all of us sing along with the music video and shout when each member start to sing.
TOP had the loudest cheer, ngehehehhe.
You know what,
I just ran to the front and leave all my belongings behind. I don't care , I wanna be close to them. I don't wanna sit still and just look at them from far.
JENG JENG JENG .
Now,
Fimally Big Bang's pictures!
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I swear the UFO thing is so cool.
Bringing Big Bang to your GALAXY.
woot.
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Hands uppppp!
You know what,
I think I got a compilation of their asses. Everytime when I aim correctly and finally get to snap a clear shot - it's either, they blink , doing some weird moves or turned their back to me fml.
But it's okaaaaay LOL
Shit , I'm now excited again !
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Tabi's ass ! :D He was kind of far away at first and DaeSung was just right infront of me. You have no idea how cheeky DaeSung is and wtf, he's so good looking and his body was GAAAH T_T
WHO SAID HE WAS UGLY?!?!
He came over and then saw these group of Vietnamese girls holding his cardboard. He immediately smile and say hi to them . Talking about bias to his fans - this guy seriously! And the girls was jumping all over and one of them was like telling : OMG OMG OMG ! I nodded and then laugh at their reaction. I should have make a TOP banner too -.- I was cursing inside literally.
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Dae! :D
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GDYB are forever near each other, Idk why. And GD didn't really came over to my side, maybe once or twice then, he didn't come anymore. He's always at the left side , rockpit area and the middle of the stage so yeah.
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This was fantastic baby and omg, everyone went so high after it. It started with Tonight though and I was doing the hand wave with my camera, phone and the 3D fan on my hand wtf. To think back, how did I even do that.
When it started to BOOMSHALAKA , I went all excited and slap/grab/ shout at anyone near me. There's a guy right beside me with his DSLR , laughing at me.
" WOAH, YOU REALLY VERY INTO TOP."
then I shouted,
" FUCK YES, HES SO DAMN FUCKING SEXY MG MG MG !"
I tend to curse when I'm over excited , lol.
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G TO THE D .
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I caught GTOP looking at each other, lol. I wish I have a DSLR instead.
Gah, new camera!
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GD'S ASS :D
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He was so near, oh my love. * stupid blonde gesture - putting hands together and blink eyes like there's no tomorrow*
TURN TO ME , OPPA . * waves* I'm just here.
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AND HE TURNED WTF!
But he blinked in the picture and yeah.
Honestly, he is very photogenic. He...actually..kinda look better in pictures but I'm not saying that he is ugly in real life lah. Just something doesn't look the same but I can't find that out - overall he is still very good looking. Damn that jawline and dimples!
I can see that he put on weight though , lol. He was so much skinnier when fantastic baby just release!
There is this bitch which I don't even remember her face.
She went like : HAH, THAT'S TOP? WHY DON'T LOOK LIKE PICTURES ONE! YER, SO UGLY.
*i had to type it in caps because everyone was shouting, the music was so loud wtf.*
I immediately when defensive and my eyes widened up like 2x more . I turned to her and glare at her. She eye me weirdly and I just get so mad at her so I scolded her. I shouted , " SHUT UP. WHY ARE YOU INSULTING MY MAN?!?! HE IS SO FUCKING SEXY!" and I got so overwhelmed that I was waving my 3D fan so violently. She roll her eyes and then look away.
SERIOUSLY,
HOW CAN YOU JUST INSULT THE SO DAMN HOT TEE OH PEE !!!
Gah,
I don't even know where she went after that encounter in between us. I wanna pluck her hair!
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I'll marry you, oppa.
Noneed to kneel and stuff , lol
*fangirl scream*
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To all GD's fans * cough cough*
Control your hormones , lol.
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DAE'S ASS TT
WOW O.O
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I don't know what dance SeungRi was dancing to but this picture is too funny!
He looks so much better in reality. Who the hell made him look less perfect in his pictures? His hair was really nice! I like it when his fringe is up and the way his little eye bag show when he smile. He is flawless, wtf. Even if he sweat, he never look messy or any flaw showed.
Damn , all these korean boys TT
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He's back again!
I can't express how much I love to see him in skinny jeans * saliva leaking*
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GDYB.
This looks....
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GD finallu came over to our side and shit, he's so hot wtf.
I was quietly staring at him for 5 seconds and the sentence that went through my mind was -
This is GDRAGON
He really does that the superstar aura. I mean, no matter what he do - it looks good. He's really attractive though. It was already proven when those people that hold other member's banners , shouting his name .I shouted too but there's no interaction at all.
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The three of them up the stage to converse with us while GDTOP to the backstage to change for their performance. That's SeungRi teaching us how to dance Fantastic Baby , telling us to move our hand like the car wiper! So cuteeee!
YB ( taeyang) was creating his own melody by singing Aku Cinta Padamu.
SeungRi talked so much, lol. Even if he says the wrong thing, he didn't care but just keep on spamming whatever english words he knows. The crowd was laughing so badly. DaeSung was grinning at the side . When SeungRi say : YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST CROWD EVER. DaeSung and Taeyang was like -.- . It was so obvious, lol.
Then Seungri continued with : IT'S TRUE BECAUSE YOU WAITED EVEN IF IT'S RAINING!
And there comes the high pitch fan girl screams.
Oh god,
how bad you're making my heart flutter maknae!
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BOGAEGAYO BOGAEGA AJU BOGAEGAYO BO BO~
I.WENT.CRAZY.
That's like my favorite song! I was so excited that I just grab anyone , lol.
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Blur pic. But just an evidence that he's coming over AGAIN!
I just had to shout louder so he keeps coming over! I just want him to be there always! I even asked everyone to shout with me - it was like TEE OH PEE ALL THE WAY! I'm really thankful to Dae's fanclub to help me out though. As for my friends - like Amanda, I scolded her until she shout TOP with me when her bias is GD lol.
Yes,
I'm an unreasonable bitch.
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Here he is again!
Why blink eye, whyyyy TT
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I swear we were that loud that he looks over! HE HAVEN'T SEE MY 3D FAN YET!
I shake my fan so violently that the limbs is going to fall off. The guy beside me was like , " STAY STRONG!" We both were laughing like mad. I don't know how he survived in that hoodie for the whole night. It was so hot wtf. My shirt was drenched.
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Say HAHAHA , LALALA .
High High.
Good picture, heh!
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Best picture I've ever took of GD.
DON'T STEAL MY PIC AH!
All the picture I took for Seungri's solo was blur TT
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RED PANTS TT
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This was them performing cafe :D
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Dae!
He's forever that funny. His charms, oh god.
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COMING OVER COMING OVER TT
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Fake hopes, he just went to the middle wtf.
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AW.
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BITCH PLEASE, I'M FABULOUS :D
And so,
they finish the performance and they converse with us a little inbetween. I didn't really listen because I was staring at TOP. He was like nodding his head like a kid when they speak english. I bet he didn't understand , lol.
So the moment when GD stops talking, I took every ounce of energy and now I just have to make use of my loud voice.
I shouted ,
TEEE OH PEEE !
like
TEE OH PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
AND THEN HE LOOK OVER.
MY HEART JUST STOPPED OMG OMG OMG!
I shook the 3D FAN so VIOLENTLY to show him! He saw ! I swear he saw!!!!!! And when he look over, I immediately snap the picture!
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THERE!
Let me zoom in!
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SO BLUR AND CUTE OMG!
HE SAW MY FAN! and he literally went like O,O
He turned away when the next song is gonna start. I was jumping with joy, up and down and I grab this malay girl , " DID YOU SEE THAT!!!!" She nodded and smile. I don't even know her wtf.
Then,
I made up my mind. I'm just going to hold the fan until I die , shaking it until my limbs fall off . I knew that he loved the fan.
And I shouted more like - TOP , TEE OH PEE, OPPA , SEUNGHYUN , TABI and I was so desperate that I shouted TOPBOM, PARKBOM wtf.
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HEEEEY! :D
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Taeyang came over and I didn't even zoom my camera , lol.
Oh well, that's for readers who love TaeYang.
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SeungRi came over and did the machine gun pose to shoot us all down , as if asking us to fall for him. We all were so loud. I got too excited that I held my TOP's fan high shouting, SEUNGRI OPPA. He pointed at the fan and shook his head with a pout.
I swear it was the cutest thing ever!
The malay girl was hitting me like, " YOU'RE SO LUCKY." Then, I was happily grinning by myself like some bimbo.
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Finally, you're back here ! :D
Then they went and change!
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Blur pic but to prove to you that he's coming over again!
This is my favorite outfit on him. I think all the long coats and glittery stuff is sometime too much. He look so good with just simple top and skinnies! Red one! Oh god, I can't explain how much I love to see guys in red pants.
I really have a thing for guys in red pants!
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Hi love!
He's always coming over due to our loud screaming. You have no idea how cute it is when he smile a little when he hear us screaming his name. He was so cheeky that , he keep doing the butt dance. OH GOD. He saw my fan again! Yes, he just see my fan and not me because he was staring at it. Maybe he is finding me lehhh :D Everyone was in the black alive tee. Aish, I should have wore neon pink or shit . But it's a must to wear the tee to the concert!
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Dae's solo.
I didn't snap any of Taeyang's solo because I went back to the seat to grab my TOP's bday banner and water. My throat is dying wtf.
The next was HARU HARU and our mission accomplish which is to sing TOP a birthday song.
You don't know how mean we are!
We keep interrupting GD's speech by singing the birthday song for like 3-4 times. At the third time, GD sound so frustrated and straight away say , " THANK YOU!"
Me and Amanda was like looking at each other with o.o look
TOP : I will remember every single pretty face I've seen. Please take care until we meet again *pause* soon. Terima Kasih!
T___________________________________T
I WANNA MARRY YOU WTF.
And,
I've watch all fancam - he repeated it in LA BUT STILL, we are the first country so okay LOL.
GD : Everyday, Everynight we have shows everywhere and you guys are the best crowd ever.
*screeeaaaaams*
BUT,
he said that in Philippines too TT . It was like 3 days before the concert wtf.
I grabbed some photos from my friends on fb since I gave up taking pictures because I just wanna watch, shout and have more interaction with him.
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He was doing his victory dance , awww :)
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HEART !
I WANNA MARRY HIM OMGGGGG
Then, they have their encore stage :'(
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This was taken by my phone because he was just so damn near wtf. I wanna reach him.
JENG JENG JENG!
Show off time.
So , they sang bad boy for encore and he (TOP) was in the middle and near us / me . He didn't even leave or maybe he did to the center part and come back to us again.
So he was just singing this part in Bad Boy - the second vers .
Botong namjawa dalla neomu himdeuldago
Neon ajikdo sonyeo katchi neomu yeoryeo
He was walking towards us *screams*
Maeil katchi useojuneun ni kyeotaen naega neomu eoryeo
Babbeuda neun ping gyero yaksokeul mireo beoryeo
Then he freaking stop at after few steps, exaggerating his gestures. So to attract him, Amanda , Evelyn and I keep on - TEEE OH PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I was holding the 3D fan, his birthday banner and the red lights given by the fanclub - jumping, screaming and yelling and finally, he's moving!!!
Mian han na soksang han ma eumae gogaereul dollyeo beoryeo
Nae ggumseok ae shinbu ijae keunyang chingu
Hae eojimi ashioon urideulae chimmook
He was then infront of us the whole verse. After this was SeungRi's turn but he is still infront of us. All of us was like OMG TOP TOP TOP. I was jumping, screaming yelling and finally he smile. But he freaking say HI to the other area. ):
After Seungri then it's his turn again for the chorus. Damn that deep voice wtf.
Pay attention ah , you all! :D
The chorus is : -
Niga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy
Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl
He was closing his eyes and looking at someone else at my right - the standing area, smiling. So I shouted louder and stuff because I was so damn jealous! I am not sure whether he heard me anot but he eye contact me when he sing - ddeona jal gayo you're a GOOD GIRL.
THE EYE CONTACT WAS AT you're a good girl!
I was like FUCK. From jumping, screaming and stuff - I immediately shut up and just look at him. Believe me a not, my throat got dry immediately. Actually it was dry already la , but it's even drier . I swear I could feel something in my stomach. I didn't even blink my eye when he sing the continuing line. I don't even remember what is the next line , all I see was his eyes. It was so brown, omggg! I feel like grabbing his lens-less white frame off his face! It's blocking our eye contact.
FUCK,
TOP JUST LOOK INTO MY EYE WHEN HE IS SINGING OMG
MY HOROSCOPE TOLD ME THAT I'M GOING LUCKY AND SOMETHING IS GOING TO HAPPENED MAGICALLY .
SHIIIIIITTTTTTTT - so true wtf.
I also damn kiasu because I freaking wear blue even undergarments *cough cough* They told me , it was the lucky colour and most of my nails are in blue, lol!
K, continuing ~~
The last line of his part of the chorus was
Shigan kalsurok nal almyeon eun alsurok shilmang man namagetjiman
And guess what,
the namage ji man - After the 'ji man'' , he winked at me wtf.
I stand there, startled. I swear he was so OMG TT . But then , he walk to the center of the stage already. Bad Boy, why leave me hanging!
TOP WINKED AT ME !!
So when I wanted to turned to Amanda to show off , I realized that there are some of them staring at me like " bitch , fuck you bitch." kind of stare. But I was too happy so I ignored them. I ask her whether she saw and she was like nodding weakly, " I saw." Then I start to jump around again! -.- Sorry, I'm just a normal fangirl.
So the next encore song was Fantastic Baby and I forget what song wtf.
Fantastic Baby also got eye contact, ngeheheheh! I got the video in my phone and SeungRi also kinda recorded it and it's already posted online. Go watch and take note at 3:09 and 3:15 - he was looking at the audience * waves hand*
He did the bingu TOP dance -.-
I was kinda sad when they are walking towards the backstage but GDYB kinda made him dance for us and it was really funny. How cute! :D
Anyways,
his real birthday is tomorrow! Which means an hour later or so - please help to trend happyTOPday on twitter! Come on, VIPs!
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The concert was really awesome and it was just like 5 minutes and everything that happened seemed so magical to me. I mean, I didn't expect to get that much of attention and stuff since I'm like so invisible compare to the others. Even in Rain's concert, I only got a Hi and a wink then the rest, he didn't look at me dy but still good. Rain forever , wtf.
But,
this Choi Seung Hyun fella is better than that. I can't believe that I actually wanted to change my bias to SeungRi because he was so cute wtf - that was also due to disappointment I feel when I was shouting TOP's name for the first 3 songs and he didn't hear TT
NO WAY I AM GOING TO CHANGE BIAS FROM NOW ON!
NO FUCKING WAY!
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I'm officially a Tabi girl! This is from the korea fanclub and it's really pretty. Although I want the UTOPIA one but this is already good enough.
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Signature at the back too!
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Officially a VIP and Tabi girl from now on! Call me Mrs Choi, wtf *shameless*
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Have to steal pics online because I don't have nice pics of him smiling in the concert ):
But, don't you think his dimples is really keeeewwwwwwt ? O_O
I bet he doesn't even remember me or the fan already by now because he sees a million of faces everyday and all his sweet talks like - "I will remember every single pretty faces I see today" may be a lie. No, it's definitely a LIE but yeah, it still makes me happy.
Don't tell me all your bf/gf sweet talk real one ah? Of course they do that to just make you happy -.-
I had fun in the concert despite being slap at the forehead , scratches at my face and legs , more than 5 bruises on my body, A BROKEN TOE NAIL - it hurts omgwtfbbq and a bad sorethroat. All this pain was definitely worth it.
Don't call me stupid, dumb or brainless for hurting myself over some celebrity who doesn't know my existence and in reality, we will never even encounter. I know that celebrities are somebody far away from me and of course, they will never know me or even look at me because I'm like another ordinary fangirl to them. But trust me, going crazy over from someone far away is better than letting someone you see everyday to have the chance to hurt you over and over again.
TBH, I will definitely get sad when he plans to married or have a girlfriend in future - who knows, maybe he have underground relationship ( ps NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!) But, I can't promise that he would be my favorite forever - Seungri TT ,
But for now,
he is the best !
And ,
He just fulfill any fangirl's dream . Oh well, at least it's my dream to have him to look at me, even just a glance. Or even, he will forget me the next second BUT at least, he look at me rigghhhht?
haha.
So,
this entry is one of the longest entry I've done since idk how long ago - it took me three days wtf.
It's just,
I LOVE YOU , TABI !
PLEASE SHINE FOREVER with BIGBANG
*fangirl screams*
ps he said that he love it when people calls him tabi and tee oh pee .
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gah, so cute!
Please remember to trend HappyTOPday on twitter.
love,
VIP .