Monday, December 31, 2018

2018.





This year is pretty crucial for me since next year I'll be 25 ; and I need to invest on anti aging products from there on. It's finally the time of the year again where I make an annual post to conclude my year. 

1. There is no need to cross the ocean for someone whom is not willing to cross a puddle for you.

2. Just because you put in extra effort to connect with someone or treat someone sincerely , it doesn't mean that they will appreciate it. Do everything willingly. If not, there is no need to force yourself.

3. I am still struggling with finance - and still have a hard time to keep up accordingly. 

4. I sold almost half of my wardrobe on Carousell.
Carousell Name : limcarmenxo

5. I tried to decrease my caffeine intake. Instead of doing so, it increased. Another good news is, I rarely drink now - less alcohol.

6. Do not use straightforwardness as an excuse to hurt someone else's feelings. There is a line between straightforward and rude. What you say shows what kind of person you are.

7. This year, I spend quite of a lot of time sulky and being jealous of someone else's life and almost forget that I need to count blessings too. 

8. I finally understand that love is not about fancy dinners and roses all the time. It is about still wanting to kiss the shit outta your partner even though you are so mad at them.

9. He tells me that I'm pretty even though I look like crap. 

10. My choices of clothes changed. My fashion sense changed. I no longer go for short skirts - I prefer midi skirts/dresses now.

11. I do not catch up with the latest hit songs on radio now ; I prefer to stick to the oldies. I do not think that my taste of music is great, but the songs nowadays are pretty shitty.

12. I let my self too loose this year. I do not feel pretty and I make no effort to do so - because I am getting very comfortable. And on 2019, I am determined to change this bad habit of mine.

13. I prefer staying in now - even if I think I am wasting my off day.

14. I am starting to invest on anti-aging cream and expensive moisturizers now.

And lastly ,

15. My 2018 sums up with - I gained hell a lot of weight, and currently is at my heaviest since I started losing weight at 18.


This is pretty lame.
But in 2019, all this bad habit needs to go off.

cheers to the new year!

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