Someone.

It's currently 5 in the morning and I just got home. It has been awhile since I have driven such a long distance, and I'm thankful for people who offer to give me rides from time to time. It was raining and the song played on the radio is sad, it makes me feels heavy. My heart feels heavy. The journey home was long , or maybe it's because I've missed a few turning. I couldn't multi task when I drive. 

This sadness filled up my chest , but not enough for me to cry. I think I've cried enough for the same person over years. My feelings are not feelings anymore. I enjoy missing that person because overall, he opened up my door towards my imagination of falling in love and break my heart into littler pieces that I could handle myself well. 

You just know when things comes to an end. You just know, but most of us always want to push the reality away - thinking that we would find back the happiness we once had if we hold on. Don't be silly, baby. It's not going to come back. You know when you tried enough and you had give your all , and you still don't get what you want. I am that kind of person that I always find reasons to stay even I could just simply throw one incident on the table to leave. I don't give up on people easily because I know that they're worth it. 

I want to sound cool, you know. 

I want to sound like it's easy to forget and forgive despite it drew such a deep wound in my heart. It still hurts, it hurt so much that I don't even want to mention about it. I know that it's slowly healing , and it's going to leave a scar. This is going to leave an impact in my life , perhaps until I die. No wonder they say 'the first time is always the one you remember'. I think I understand now.

I can't wait to meet someone that stays up only by thinking of me. I can't wait to be someone's everything. And, I can't wait for someone to thinks that I look pretty eventhough I'm in a mess.

I can't wait to meet someone that makes me happy. 

Pulp by Papa Palheta .

I am sure that everyone could recognize this background. It's all over instagram. Beside of having such a background, they are famous for their freshly brewed coffee. I never tried cold brewed coffee so this is the only place with super good reviews, so here I am. 

Pulp by Papa Palheta.

So happy with the beautiful interior. I like how lights shine in through the windows but it's not hot. The lightning will make all pictures look good. 

More places like this please. I need more pictures , lol.

How they brew the coffee.

I like how friendly the staff is. 

She actually explains how the coffee is made , and actually ask us what kind of coffee we prefer. It's really hard to find service like that in Malaysia. It literally made my day. 

A must order Cappucino , which was just nice.

Cold Brew Coffee served in bottles , which looks like medicine.

I really wanted to bring the bottle home because it's so cute. 

this deserve another shot , because I think I've made it look artistic.

It tasted fine. I never tried coffee with ice cubes but it's really nice to have it on a hot day. It tasted like chilled black coffee. When the coffee is cold, it's pretty hard to determine how good it is. My friend say it tasted like 'Kopi O' , lol. 

Still think that it's worth the try.

The scones was not a big deal , so don't bother. Perhaps the cake was a better choice. 

The environment was good, and it's for a perfect afternoon. It's a nice place to catch up as well. Everyone keep their volume low so you do not need to shout over table. I'm disappointed at some cafes letting their customer shouting across. However, it's not wi-fi friendly because the line keeps cutting off. At the other side, it's good for people to catch up. 

It's all blue.

will def come back here. xx

Fuego, Troika Sky Dining.

The view is magnificent , isn't it?

I'm pretty proud of my city, and I love how people recognize Kuala Lumpur with KLCC - or they call it the twin corns ; either way, it's something that I'm proud with being a malaysian. 

Have I mentioned that the view of Kuala Lumpur is beautiful?

Perhaps it's not as great as the one you expect in NYC , but it definitely did not lose that much. 

I'm glad that they have a new restaurant in town with affordable price which has a magnificent view. This is a place where you want to spend your weekend or spend your special occasion at. 

Selfie!

Was lucky enough to catch the sun set .

It's really beautiful when the sky slowly gets darker , and enhance the beauty of lights of the city.

My city , Kuala Lumpur. 

Troika is always famous for Cantaloupe with their fine dine , Strato with their italian food , Acme Bar and Coffee for brunch. Now, they have a new sky dine place which offer an affordable price range and really good food. I went to Fuego twice , and I still want to return. Despite not being in an air-conditioning room, it was really comfortable. Not to mention that the view was magnificent. 

Yes, it's really romantic. 

and here comes the food ;

Salmon Roe Guacamole at RM 25 . 

This is my favourite appetizer of the night. Smashed Avocado with red chilli ( which was little), tomato and Italian parsley. The hint of lime was bringing out the generous amount of fresh salmon roe they give. 

Soft Shell Crab as Nachos at RM 35.

Pressed Potato at RM 20

Pressed Baked Potato with Black Olive Tapenade. I don't fancy this dish much because it taste rather sour. They said it's one of the most recommended dish, but I think it isn't worth it. 

Braised Beef Back Rib at RM 95.

Honey Glaze with Crispy Ribs. It was really good . Even if the bones is 60% of what it is, I'm sure the 40% is worth the money you are paying. 

Australian Grass Fed Rib-Eye at RM110 .

Medium rare rib-eye was marvellous. The Grelot Onion Sauce goes very well with the meat. I used to insist my dish to be medium well because it scares me when I see it overly red. But Fuego changed my mind , and the next time I'll order medium rare. 

Chermuola Chicken at RM120 .

Whole Chicken roasted with Hot Diablo Sauce , which was only okay. This dish is a sharing portion unless you can finish the whole chicken yourself.  The Diablo Sauce is a little spicy. 

It was a great night so we decided to open a bottle of wine , catching up and enjoy the night view. 

Even if we are filled, we still have tummy for dessert.

Berries Pavlova.

This is a  M U S T  order dessert. 

The generous amount of Berries inside of the Light as air Pavlova coated with Flame Brandy. This is also insta worthy. I really like how the chef able to balance up the sweetness and the taste of alcohol. I recommend this as dessert . I was contemplating if I should order this or the churros. I'm glad that I never regret my decision. 

Got cotton candy as a 'surprise gift' from Fuego for posting up a picture on insta . 

It was a great night. I really enjoy doing this on weekends. It's like a way to start the leisure days. This post makes me feel so old. Instead of hitting the club, I actually just enjoy sitting around doing nothing with a glass of wine. 

That's the bloated me and Twin towers.

You guys should really visit Fuego. 

x

Messy.

There is some nights where things fall out of place and get messy. I didn't meant it by the way I place my cosmetics on the cupboard , and I didn't meant the way my clothes are stacked in piles forming a mountain. I'm saying in the terms of emotions and feelings. I swear they are definitely harder to arrange compared to the solid things we could hold in our hand. The only way out is to talk about it. However, it's definitely not easy to put your emotions into words. Maybe, I'm just not that good in comprehending them into words to truly speak what I am feeling inside me. That's why I'd rather lie on the bed in the darkness while scrolling through 9gag hoping that these feelings would go away after a while. As I scroll through the screen of my iphone, I slowly feel my heart gets heavier and finally admit that they are slowly eating me up as whole. It's suffocating me but not enough to choke me in tears. 

You think that I'm talking about me feeling hurt , or you think that I am just having moodswings before the time of the month. But I don't think so. And it kills that I couldn't put them into words. I am not being insecure , but feeling 'not good enough'. Drawing a distance between them, I think how I feel right now drops on the gap between them. And I wish I could wet my pillows and get tired then finally go to sleep. But no. It feels like everything is used up and I have no where to release these frustrations that is slowly making me angry at myself. 

I always ask, Why do I always torture myself. 

And sometimes, I wonder if I don't want to be helped and decided to let myself drowned into this sea of emotions that I always cannot comprehend in words. I don't even know why am I feeling like this , and all I could say is - I am feeling so sad. When it's not enough to describe it. 

I won't even count a number of hours , but it feels like a lifetime already.

guess who's home?

xx

First paper tomorrow. 

Good luck to all first year law students!

ps ; yes, I am pursuing a law degree thengs.

Ecole P.

Messy hair and bareface - I know that this is really disrespectful since I present the most original of me to you. This visit was impromptu thus, I didn't really plan to dress up or anything. It's right after my classes , since it's the last day of revision before our one month study break.

And I always say that when I am in school.

lol, I never do my homework unless it involves coursework marks. 

Despite me looking horrendous, I still need to get this up on my page because I like how this cafe has put in effort in the theme, bringing back memories from school.

I'm pretty sure, they are already famous with the theme of school. 

They decorate the walls by hanging blackboards , and having the tables that you could find in school. 

My school don't use wooden tables, so I'm not sure because I studied in private school. So I was pretty fascinated how much effort they have put it in every details. My friends was amazed by it, and I think the whole concept is really great. 

Snacks that is normally sold outside school. They are all hang around the motorbike, and the person would grab whatever we want from the plastic bags for us - which is always snacks. This definitely bring back those days when I'm in primary school because I always buy them right after school , before I follow my bus back home. 

They use exercise book as menu. Look at they list down 'today's speacial' on the notepad. 

Menu of the day ; for set lunch.

The pencil case and bag , we often carry to school. I remember how proud I felt when daddy buy me metal pencil case , and how noisy it is to open up to just take a pen. 

Now, they use it to keep the cutleries. This is so creative! I was so amazed by it , omgggg.

And the food are presented with plastic cups or mugs , which is those that they usually serve in kid's meal. I know it looks so unglam and everything, but it matches the theme really well.

This is the lunch set ;

Pumpkin soup, which was amazingly yummy. 

Dory Fish with Asparagus. 

House Paste with lots of lots of mushroom! 

I'm surprised that the cabonara based was mild , and not to creamy. I don't like it when the sauce is too thick. So this is just good. The additional marks is given cos's of the generous amount of mushroom given.

Big Breakfast. 

Ketchup Bean under the bun. 

This dish was rather disappointing for RM24.90 due to the bread they give because it's not soft enough. They didn't use a good butter tho so it overall tasted pretty weird. But the beans was surprisingly nice. Eggs was too watery as water was used instead of milk. 

I have a thing for scrambled eggs. 

Chicken chop which was as cripsy as asdfghjkl.

Andrew was happy with it!

Fried rice and fried chicken - fried everything lol.

Didn't get a bite , but it was good. 

Coke in a bottle, always add marks.

Vintage.

Ecole P is also famous for their drinks with Cartoon Characters. They have names like Sailormoon, Digimon and etc.

I ordered Pokeman which was passion fruit mixed with some other things. The texture was a little rough but bearable. It was nice. They put it in a plastic , like how we used to tapao our drinks. Now, we can only find this in mamak because normal shops offer it in paper cups. 

Yixin and I. 

They have props for us to camwhore with too. 

God, what is the owner thinking? Because he/she has fulfill all the needs for us to blog about!

Ask my highschool friends , how many times I've said it. 

I would recommend you to visit this place for the unique theme. Even if it isn't much a hoo-haa for the food, the theme and creativity deserves the attention. 

Please try Sailormoon and tell me if it's nice, okay?

xx