Why does it still hurt so bad ?
Why does the wound still bleeds instead of healing?
Why does it still affects me?
Why does it still triggers my sadness to let my tears flow?
Why does those memories still replays in my mind?
Why does it make me feel so stupid ?
Why?
Tell me why..
Why can't I forget...about you..about us..about everything..
Despite those dignity and ego which is asking me to let you go, there is a part of me that still wants you like how I used to want you everyday..
I feel so dumb and stupid..
I hate you..
ps. I miss you.