Revive.

Have been filling up my days with the researching of blogshop and I guess, the effort does pay off. And guess what?

Yes, 

so remember to check it out though.

And of course, I'll start with something light first right?

I'll update some designs of Iphone cover that I've personally like myself. I pick them all out by myself and it's really girly so, it's really suitable for girls. I don't know but I'm pretty amazed with pastel colours lately and I suppose that the hint is enough? (:

Please support me TT

And there I some pictures that I grabbed from facebook.

Last sunday, 

I got out with my classmates - oh well, I can actually call them , my girls now. We went to Subang Parade for Snow White & The Huntsman. We didn't have any choice left since it's quite a last minute plan and plus, we are all late since we hung out at Vita's house then. But trust me, it was all good.

Girls being girls, during late lunch at Nandos before the movie starts.

Haven't been so casual since then (:

so niceee :p

cheers for the dimple :p

and finally,

after movie!

likes x100000

I've gotta run!

xo.

Why does it still hurt so bad ?

Why does the wound still bleeds instead of healing?

Why does it still affects me?

Why does it still triggers my sadness to let my tears flow?

Why does those memories still replays in my mind?

Why does it make me feel so stupid ?

Why?

Tell me why..

Why can't I forget...about you..about us..about everything..

Despite those dignity and ego which is asking me to let you go, there is a part of me that still wants you like how I used to want you everyday..

I feel so dumb and stupid..

I hate you..

ps. I miss you.

I love baby, I am not a monster!

And yes,

holiday finally begins! :p

I haven't been resting all the while though. I have been going out so much that , I didn't even get to have some forever alone time to cuddle with my bed and lie on it until I have a backache with the sun shining onto my face until I get a headache. But I didn't have plans for the these two days so, I suppose that I'm just going to have some time alone, reading some stories online and whatsoever. 

And of course,

to spend sometime to reactive my blogshop. 

I have planned it since a month ago or so and, I have to work out on this plan soon. So, I suppose that RaqulReed is going to be 'Alive' again , as fast as end of july and maybe if I'm hardworking enough then it would be done by mid-july. And this time, most of the clothes and accessories will be imported from overseas. I'm sick with local suppliers who just didn't care enough to meet up with my expectations. It might of course time-consuming and the retail price would slightly be higher but trust me, the quality will be as good as you expected. 

So,

please give a u turn and support Raqul Reed again.

You should know how much that means to me right? (:

And oh,

my friends did a mini surprise for me a day before my birthday.

I wasn't in the mood as my exam was near and I was so 'heartbroken' but I kinda gotten over it so yeah. And, I guess people grow up from pain. 

They forced me out to Tarbush and ignored me at the side while I was emoing with my law book. And fifteen minutes later, a sudden rise of 'happy birthday' song and even the crowd join along. I was feeling so complicated that I didn't even give any reaction and yes, it was pretty great having all the attention (: 

And guess what ?

I had a handmade fruit pie from Xiuming :p:p

I never had a handmade cake from my friends and yes, it's my favorite present! I totally love handmade stuff though :p

Gosh,

I can't really describe how much I love the cake! :)

Trust me, 

I never take yummy looking pictures but it was so nice TT

and,

Green Tea cake from Kokweng. Still good.

Please excuse my ugly photos below, I swear that I never expected surprises plus, my eyes was all swollen ):

(:

And,

they got me longchamp bag.

Honestly, 

I feel quite bad for them as you know, not everyone was sharing and so it was kinda pricey. Plus, I already have enough bags. It's not that I don't like it , it's just that I think it's a waste of their money for buying such an expensive give for me - probably I think that I don't worth the price of the bag. I still love it , although it was quite plain. I've always love complicated bags , though. Hopefully , the next time .. they wouldn't waste so much money on me. I really love the handmade cake better ! :p

and group shots?

And off to have a proper dinner at Ajisan Ramen, or whatever it is. I didn't want to eat arabic food though.

look at my swollen eyes ):

and spammed some polaroid pictures! :p and now, I want a polaroid all over again pft.

all time favorite ramen!

And on my birthday itself, I had lunch - Japanese at The Gardens. Then, come home to read some econs - which is zero productivity. And then, head out for empire to dine with my aunty. Oh well, everyone was kind of busy that day and I was quite sad that I didn't get a cake from the family. They thought that I didn't want to celebrate or something since I was in my room the whole day 'studying' which is, watching Big Bang videos. Oh well, I'm a VIP now! and of course, an A+ and forever CLOUD . :p 

Get to doll up a little.

And yes, I know how dirty my mirror is -.-

And ,

OLE OLE BALI for dindins!

Totally love the ambiance and fooooood :p

camwhoreee :p

and there come the food photos!

This drink cost us 15 bucks -.- 

But I swear that, it was really really goooooood!

all-time-favorite, sate lilit!

Salmon set!

Lamb & Chicken set, which is so big in portion! I swear the portion is worth the price, which is 37bucks only!

Toilet break!

And head home around 1030pm.

Reaching home with a new laptop :p

And really,

how awesome eighteen can be?

And the next year,

I hope that I'll have someone special to be there for me.

I realized that I've always get my heartbroken before my birthday , normally a few days before or a week before. And next year, I swear that it is not going to happen like a curse again , gr!

I wouldn't blame people to break me. I will just blame myself for falling too fast and too hard, and of course being naive about stuff like ' he will love me for who I am' or 'looks doesn't matter'. Those mottos just build those unrealistic confidence up for nothing. And now, I've woken up 'again'. It sucks to be covered up by sweet nothings. And, I couldn't deny that , this time was worse than the previous one but I guess, I regret nothing.

And,

this marks that I'm more mature already to fit my age (:

You don't know how crazy I can go, last time. lol.

till then.

xo.

Need a change.

Oh well,

 I am having law for tomorrow and I already screwed up the papers I did these two days. Before I start to do some reading on law, I'll just take a break and come here to tell you that I am alive. Honestly, I never really want to do blogging already. But, I am too used to this as I have started this since form one. I guess it's just a habit for me already. It just bother me that people find out of me from my blog, turn around and make assumptions about me. 

My life have been going on, in the same routine for approximately a month right now and of course, I try to make myself as busy as possible. I felt quite contented for the first two weeks and oh well, I get bored now. It's true that they say Gemini never stays faithful to the same even and get bored easily. But honestly, I have been really lazy to plan out something productive for me to do. And, I'm having 2 weeks holiday starting from next week. Nothing planned but I still can't look forward to the holidays.

I need a break,

from everything .

I guess , I'll just hang out with the people I'm looking forward to see. Plus, I'm not a social person right now. It've been a quite sometime since I hit on clubs already or maybe, I'll visit them sometime in between the holiday break. 

I guess,

I really need a life.

And you know what,

I have just waited 5 minutes of your life reading this.

you know I love you.

xoxo.

Eighteen & legal.

x.

Picture perfect memories.

Beware.

There will be lots of pictures ahead from IDK where.

I have just uploading the pictures from my iphone to comp and realized that, 95% of the pictures are my face. And, of course I am not going to upload every single picture. It will take forever for you to scroll down plus I camwhore due to boredom. Especially during break times in college. I don't really want to talk to the people around me - yeah, I am indirectly hinting something. 

I'll just caption the pictures and so. 

As you know,

I never like to type a whole whiny post unless it involve important matter - which is those matters that I care.

Oh well , where do we start..

They are taken in Fahrenheit 88 at Uniqlo. And personally, I think uniqlo's clothes are really comfy and the price is really unreasonable. I only get a shirt there because the design is too simple. I always like complicated patterns and weird design of clothes, which they claimed it as 'kua jiong' . But..everyone have their own style one right? :p

If you are my constant reader, you will definitely recognize her. 

This was taken the other day where our study plan fail. We wanted to wake up early and get to the library to study and obviously, plan failed. We end up going to eat dimsum for breakfast with Xiuming and then, head to KL to do some shopping. 

We didn't study and instead , we spend all our money. 

And,

we had dinner at Yuen steamboat somemore lol. 

And the day all of us were late for law class..

Then, teacher lock us out as punishment. 

We sat at the staircase and emo together. It started to rain half way sumore TT

My favorite cropped tee!

I have more than 5 cropped tee though. I couldn't stop buying cropped tee last time because I think it's nice and right now, I kind of regret it. I don't know how to match my clothes with it because the tee is too short and too thin so yeah . But sometimes, I just wear it like that. I feel so lazy to match it and yeah. Fashion crisis, especially in college. ):

The day I went all the way to Mont Kiara to get my hair colour done and trust me, the service was really good. And overall, the process was great even the hair spa. I sat at the saloon for freaking 5 hours -.-

The other day at tarbush with new hair colour!

Then Subway and Snogurt with weichanchanchanchan! :p

It's good to have a bubbly friend around. :p It's irony how we actually finally pass our driving test hahahahhha (:

Lunch with ze classmates! 

And Emily is the most patient person I've ever met, she taught me like almost everything!

Dinner with MingLi at italiannies, empire the other day! We didn't even finish the food!

Dinner date with ze sister, Jessie in Paradigm mall. We wanted Suki-Ya but then, the line was too long or so. We decided to go BBQ Plaza. Can you believe that we actually travel all the way to Kelana Jaya to Paradigm mall! Oh well, it's really fast though. I didn't even imagine I could actually fetch my sister to dinner. Oh my god, I feel so old ):

And our camwhore picture (:

And yeah, 

life goes on.

xo.