有没有听到千里外我对你呼叫.

It's 1.17am now and I couldn't sleep.

What happened today have been making my heart beat real fast but in the same time, it's slow.It's like , it's gonna stop any moment but yet, it is beating fast.Cut it short, it's complicated.I don't know how to explain it tho but it's a little bit scary and unbelievable.But, it's true.I know you don't get what I mean.It's so awesome (: I like it.

Guess who I met today ;

OKAY LA OKAY LA,

GIVE YOU HINT LA KAY =D

Familiar much ?

SEXYBACK xD

It've been long since I saw them.They're awesome and OMG , they still drive me as crazy as before or maybe more.

WUCHUN (:

NO INTERACTION AT ALL.

He's too sick to layan everyone of us.He didn't even bother to turn his head or wave or anything.Okay, why is he so unfriendly today?!

ARRON YAN YA LUN (:

Let me tell you one thing about him that makes people go crazy,

his freaking dramatic cute eyes .

Arron : 你好？

I : hello.你很可爱。

Arron : 谢谢。名字？*smiles*

I : CARMEN *SMILE BACK*

Arron : Byebye .

OKAY , NOTHING MUCH BUT BUT BUT OMG , wait I should cool down first *breathe in breathe out* Okay. When he look into your eyes , your heart will beat so freaking fast and there's a kind of feeling strangling you till you can't breathe.It's annoying but freaking awesome (: And Sook is a freaking lucky bitch, I tell you.You should just go ask her , what Arron say to her. WHY CAN'T CALVIN SAY THAT TO ME TOO D:

ZhiWei , Sooook .

CAN I SHARE ARRON WITH YOU BOTH TOO ? =D

OKAY, STOP STARING !

I'll just stick to CalCal♥

JIRO WANG DONG CHENG

is freaking friendly and a-doooooooor-raaaaaaaaa-bleeee.

Jiro : EHHHHHHHH?!

Me : ?!?!!?!

Jiro : 等一下有去吗？

Me :当然啦！

Jiro : 那，很好很好。

Me : 再见。

Jiro :不是，等一下见。

OHMYFUCKINGABSOLUTELYPRECIOUSADORABLECUTESEXYLOVELYGOD!

It was like a dream. It's like , OMG Jiro.Just.Talk.To.Me ! *SCREAMS*

When he "EHHHHHHH" me , I was like : WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! It scares the shit outta me.Jiro never fails to be the same. He's still the same when he comes on year 2008 for the concert autograph session too and yes, he's freaking hot.I want jiro also! He is so friendly and always hang a smile on his face. I WANT LA TT

CALVIN CHEN YI RU ,

You know what.

I LOVE YOU .

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

Stop smiling , please.

Because everytime you smile , it gives me an heart attack and I almost faint =p

Calvin : Hello.你好吗？你叫什么名字？
I : HAR?
Calvin smiles.

I : Carmen.我很好。你呢？

Calvin smile , again.

I SWEAR ,

I can only see him in my eyes and noone else .I freaking stunned for like 5 seconds.No, I mean I only get back to myself when he stop smiling.The moment he touch my hand, I feel like pulling him down the stage and make him mine forever.When he smile , my heart stop beating.It's like , I can only see him and I totally forget I am actually standing on the stage with him, in real person infront of me.Plus, two cute dimples when he smile.I feel like dying because I can't actually breathe and I only know that , "you're mine you're mine you're mine" playing in my mind.Like crap, I think I'm mad.His smile , is incredible .

YES IT IS INCREDIBLE!

I will skin the next person who insult Calvin alive , rawr! Calvin is life! I mean, my life.

FAHRENHEIT IS ♥

I lost my voice , my leg is so pain, I've blisters on my toes , I sarcrifies my sleeping time and I've been complaining all the way the whole day but the moment I see them then I know it's worth it.Every moment of pain, tired and everything , it's totally worth it . Their everything is shooo cute!

I LOVE FAHRENHEIT ♥

Bad pic , I know but I know you will look at them instead of me so be it.

You think this is my update for today?

HELL NO,

Wait for the complete one .

Nothing much ,

I'm just here to tell you how awesome my prince charmings are and you people can stop telling me how awesome is super junior's concert is because I don't care.And, I had alot of fun today with Fahrenheit.Those interactions with them were superb and I think you people who went to SuJu's concert barely have interaction with them tho so what's there to show off other than the price of the ticket so keep it to the flowers in your gardens.

And yes, I regretted for not buying those tickets for SuJu concert but when I read the newspaper saying Fahrenheit is coming.I thanked myself for being broke and not buy the tickets. And now, it's all great :

You know what ?

Fahrenheit is seriously ♥

I'm sorry for being annoying but I couldn't help it xD

I should just go to my bed and take a good night sleep then dream about Cal loving me more and more.

Turning into : 越来越爱 by Fahrenheit.

The gap between us .

Yesterday's post was my no.150 post

and it was suppose to be a happy one.

Yes , SUPPOSE -.-

When I really wanna talk to people about my emotions

and everything that I'm actually feeling about them

and those , they just run away and avoid .

Then when I don't feel like telling already ,

they come and ask -.- wtheck. Seriously, go die.

Fahrenheit's coming tomorrow

and they only have one event which is on Saturday.

The sad thing is , I am not sure whether I'm going.

And where the hell is Tropicana City Mall?!?!

Of all places , in the morning -.-

I'm sick ):

My throat is so dry.My head is so heavy.

My nose is blocked and I can't breathe properly.

I think I shall just go die , OMG D:

It was so rushing & busy ytd .

Got a call from Donniena

then off to get ready and all those.

Then, rushed to Pyramid to meet her up.

She complained that I'm late for 45mins

when she's early for 15mins .

So, it's actually 30mins .

Aiyo, who cares la TT

Then we went to toilet -.-

outfit for the day (:

DONNIENA ♥

After the camwhoring session ,

we went around and trying to look for fooood.

And I realise that I lost my money ,

it was so frigging sad .

Donniena was very kanjiong for me too.

OMGEE LA, SHO CUTE =p

Stop at McD for apple pie

and wait for the others .

CUTE :)

And , we wait for like an hour over there.

Some went for movies and tuition.

Okay I'm not sure since I just go

for the sake of Donniena & Mingli.

Camwhored while waiting .

I took more but then , I deleted it.

Damn lazy to keep so many pictures .

And then finally people done with their own things

and we headed to Asian Avenue , The street cafe

since Mingli is carving for korean food.

Ordered some hot pot rice thing with beef,

It was okay and worth it .

After that, walked around and everything

Then to Forever 21 .

weee~

Walk around with them for a quite sometime

then , took a cab to ss19 to ChinKeat's place.

It's seriously freaking scary to take cab alone.

And that driver took around 45 mins to find the house

and he was like complaining like crazy .

He mumble and mumble .

It's like, OMFG CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP

AND DRIVE ME TO THAT PLACE ASAP .

Then finally I reached.

Watched the boys Dota -.-

and L4D for awhile then piss Yuhung off like crap.

I didn't really scream this time , I think =p

Stayed at his place till ten.

Reached home around 1030 or so

p.s Stop acting like you're the one who deserve to be in the middle of the spotlight when you don't even deserve to be on stage.When people don't chase you down the stage , it doesn't mean you're the main actor. So , you can just shut the fuck up and stop thinking you're the one influence everyone of us. Cut it short , you can just go and fuck yourself _l_

My first love broke my heart for the first time.

Was suppose to update ytd but then, my internet died

on me after I upload the first five pictures ytd.

It pissed me off like crap and then I just off my comp

and then went downstairs and watch tv .

I spend like mad these few days

and great , now I am so broke .

Okay , let's start .

I'm so lazy to do introduction .

Saturday , 13 March

Was out with Mingli & ZhiWei.

Wait for ZhiWei for quite a long time .

She's always late , gr.

Was suppose to eat Zen sushi since Mingli wanted to.

But then, there's no place so she booked for dinner.

So we went to Kenny Roger's.

(Y)

The meal was okay

but then, the meal almost kill us.

We were so full till we can't walk.

Rest for awhile then walk around .

My heels was killing me , no joke

and I've got two blisters.

It hurts me like mad.

Ze bitch.

Likey :)

Likey :)

Mingli sho cute =p

Have a really great time shopping tho.

I bought quite alot of stuffs

and there goes money .

ZhiWei left half way when I was trying on

the clothes in Nichii .

I was like half-naked and she came in and hug

me then left -.-

Typical ZhiWei tsk tsk.

Met up with KahMing and the rest at The Joint.

A new shisha place discover by them

and yeah, It was kinda good .

Played cards with them

then decided to go for dinner at Zen.

But there's no place for 6 of us

so we have to go to other place.

MingLi was kinda upset tho.

It's okay , next time :)

Settled down at Sushi King

and omg, I odered some set

and it sucks like crap .

KahMing (:

His second time in Sushi King

and the first time he had Yakult is with us.

Am serious .

Went to Forever 21 with Mingli to get her dress

but then, the ribbon kinda spoil

so end up, she didn't get it .

Send her off then went to Naeb and stone there.

Home around 9pm .

Stayed up till 4am , for nothing.

Was expecting something but , nevermind -.-

Sunday , March 14

Woke up kinda early .

Watched Romantic Princess on tv.

Got ready and out of the house around 1145 or so.

camwhore :)

Meet up with some of the classmates

and then went to toilet .

Girls in the toilet ..

TEEHEE.

Sorry to potong okay .

Solo first Solo first.

Then

Yes, 3 of them wear the same kind of shirt .

(Y)

After everyone came ,

we went over to the cinema to get tickets

and hell , the placing was suck like mad

but we have no choice but to take it.

We sat separately btw

Couldn't make up where to have lunch

so someone decided to eat porridge

and there we go , for porridge.

Among 12 of us, 11 of us ordered soya bean

Soya Bean is (L)

Stole ShihNing's fishcake xD

Pictures ?

FongKhei spoiler !

We wasn't ready and we were laughing .

Like!

We were like blocking the way

and WHY ARE WE TAKING PICTURES

BESIDE THE PORRIDGE SHOP TT

Boys -.-

Like .

So we decided not to take pictures in the middle of

the road and beside/outside of the porridge shop.

We went in a corner and saw Icecream

and seriously, WHO'S IDEA TO CHOOSE THAT BACKGROUND?!

It's like so weird , taking with the icecream.

Aiyo TT

prefer this :)

Febri :)

(Y)

I WAS TRYING TO CAMWHORE.

We we kinda walk around aimlessly

then rush to the cinema around 145.

Got popcorns and drinks.

Went in the cinema

and have to sit separately.

Watched Alice in Wonderland

and I think it's awesome .

I likey =D

I've no idea why Febriana was so kanjiong

when they were fighting.

She grabbed my hand and squeeze it like

mad and made me feel so kanjiong also.

Both of us was like OMG OMG OMG .

Freaking annoying, can.

Met up with XiuMing and neighbour.

Shop for the girls and choose dresses

for them for charity dinner.

Unfortunately , only YoongChii got one.

Before they go home,

Walked around with a few and was complaining

like mad. I wanted 1901 and McD's apple pie

and I have a really good plan to get both

but then,some people just don't want to cooperate.

It pissed me off like mad

but then, I still got both of them .

Happy kid :)

Overall , it was great.

Had quite alot of fun with classmates.

Let's make it everytime after exams

or during holidays . :)

Home around 730pm.

Out to Summit today .

Managed to get a few goods

and all satisfied .

Total damage for these 3 days : 683 bucks.

God ,

I.NEED.TO.STOP.SPENDING.

Great,

My mood just gone .

bye.

p.s Why is it so hard to talk to you nowadays.Stop showing your temper to me, okay.I may pretend like it doesn't matter to me but, it does.Everything does and no, I'm not gonna repeat myself again. You see whether I care.The thing is , I care.Sigh, you don't know how it feels like.I hate you , like mad now TT