I see , skies are blue.

I'm so tired today.

I had fun at empire hotel tonight with the girls. It feels good to have a reunion dinner once in a while. It's like , we have not been meeting in ages. The feeling is awesomely awesome. Have spend the night camwhoring and my cheeks feel so numb nao. Non stop of camwhoring sessions. Oh people, please have more this kind of thing. It's so incredibly awesome.

I love life.

xo.

p.s lazy to transfer pics , update soon.

Stop Stop Stop.

Was suppose to update ytd but internet was really very slow so I got pissed off and went to sleep. And it's friday ytd , I love fridays (;

How many days to CNY?

Can't wait to wear new clothes and get more money. Just so you know, I'm currently lack of money and this sucks a big time. Pfft, oh well.

Just the other day otw to the curve.

I camwhore inbetween classes. Teachers is really boring and I don't do homeworks. I guess I'll fail in life. I go to school , feel sleepy then walk around , disturb my friends and wait for the time to pass. It's so unproductive. To be honest, I don't even get a thing into my head. I guess I'll actually fail everything if my tuition teacher don't exist. I have the coolest tutor ever (;

School?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA .

I know that it's the last year of highschool or whatever shit but I couldn't stop thinking about driving , after spm and things. And also, I really do not have mood to study. I'm feeling so tired everyday especially in the morning, it's annoying .

And,

I'm always moody during weekdays pft.

SHO ,

I went out today .

No make up , no nice bags and never dress up. Just got from my closet and off we go. Meet up at XiuMing's place, see her new room and then straight lie on her bed. Okay, that makes me want a new bed too.

Got to Taipan , visited a few boutique. bought a lil clothes then headed to Summit. And omo, everything there is incredibly cheap and I could feel the kiamsiap-ness inside me is coming out because after I bought something cheap, everything seems so expensive. If you get what I mean. I wish I could have unlimited cash man.

Have thai steamboat dinner and I think it's expensive.

YOU GET WHAT I MEAN NAO?

I so kiamsiap! );

And got home around 1030pm.

I'm feeling quite annoyed because I couldn't find my belt but looking at my goods, Ah :D:D

Life's awesome nao! (;

Naega kuroke roke man man ha ni (;

YO :D

Honestly speaking, I do not like school at all. My place is such a horror. My class is so warm and yet , I'm sitting somewhere that couldn't get any wind. Instead, I get sunlights shining from outside. That's seriously sad.

And CNY is just next week. I have been through CNY for so many years and yet, every year I still feel excited. I'm really not done with CNY shopping. Give me more time and money pls D:

Pictures from friday,

It's okay, I can stand myself too. MUAHAHHA :D

google :D

Just another crazy thought.

Out of nowhere, we went to empire with a cab. It's my first time there tho. I don't think it's nice but the toilet's great. As in, good. Full with mirrors.

Ate a bread pudding (;

And Monday's as boring as hell.

I despite Mondays .

Park Jung Min - Not Alone

Romanised Lyrics

Jichyeoganeun ni nunbichi jaggu nareul noheuryeogo hae
sum icha ni moseubeul bols udo butjapeul su oebseo

Jichyeo stop stop stop ijen deo
Modeungeol step step step beoseona
dolikil su ga eobdago ggeutiramyeo ddo uljiman

so I can believe I’m not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I’m not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
shigani deo heulreodo I’m not alone
neo hana ddaemune I can believe

galsurok ni kioki nal butjaba
shilheodo yeojeonhi gey heungeoke sara

jeom jeom stop stop stop shigani
dashi ddo step step step beoseona
dolagal su ga eobtdago ggeutiramyeo ddo uljiman

so I can believe I’m not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I’m not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
shigani deo heulreodo I’m not alone
neo hana ddaemune I can believe

sumeul swil su jocha eobtneun eodu-un i bamdo
dashineun duryeopji anha neo ddaemune

so I can believe I’m not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I’m not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
modeunge muneojyeodo I’m not alone
neo hanaro chungbunhae I’m not alone
you’re not alone

English translation

That tired expression in your eyes always remain in me
Other than your breathe, I can’t see your image and too can’t make you stay

More exhausted now stop stop stop
Get out of everything step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

As time passes by, memories of you still remain..
Still living within that traces even if I hate it

Time gradually stop stop stop
Get out again step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I’m not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

Cannot even breathe in this gloomy night
Again I’m not afraid because of you

so I can believe I’m not alone
Not alone now, able to return again
and I can feel it I’m not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if everything collapses I’m not alone
Just you alone is enough I’m not alone.
You’re not alone

Ooopps , Sorry.

*cough cough*

Wrong Picture.

There it is.

Before I start, what do you think about the picture before this picture . Wakkakaaka :D

He changed so much and I'm happy with it.

I have mentioned it so many times that JungMin is the first one I spot in SS501 and I really think he is SEXY. I know it's weird to describe a guy as Sexy but he really is. This fella seriously ah , sigh :/ I would die for him );

:'(

This is sexy. Fantasy ngehehhehehe.

I like boys with eyeliner already. Sho gothic.

He could speak a lil chinese already and during April, he would be in Taiwan to film in Taiwanese drama.It's suppose to be a good news to me as I could see him acting. The moment when I thought of the girl is Rainie Yang , it sucked a whole lot. I really don't like her. She's not pretty and either way, I think she's bitchy. I truly hope he won't hit the jackpot.

It works on Cal when I prayed like crazy. Now, it betters works on JungMin too.

This is what he's going to wear on our wedding day. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

Yes, he do look better without thick make up. You should watch some of the videos he is in. He's ultimately bitchy and that's what catch every girl's heart. He's not fake at all and he doesn't care about what people think of him. In other words , he's over confident until he call himself 'Sexy Charisma'. That would bring alot of courage to other people to call themselves that.

And that's why, I love him.

I love you too, Malbaby (;

I guessed he took over DongHo already pfft ); And, Cal and Kyu still remain the same. Kyu is too good to be true. Cal is everything.

Ah , goodnight (;

xo.

Say my love when you see my heart.

I love life.

I love my family.

I love my friends.

I love money.

I love clothes, shoes and bags.

I love Calvin Chen Yi Ru so , I love Fahrenheit.

I love Park Jung Min, I love Kim Kyu Jong so that makes me love SS501.

I like Shin Dong Ho, I love Kevin Woo so I love UKISS.

I love cakes, ice creams , pudding and pastries.

I lovee....

I lovee...

Sometimes,

things that we love doesn't mean it's the things we want.

It's what keep us holding on , believing in it.

We often say , we love this , we love that

but,

how many of us actually show us how much we love it?

Especially,

to our family and friends.

I think,

we're weird.

So I can believe I am not alone.

Just so you know, thrusday was a holiday.

And so, I'm out with classmates.

Oh well, just a random outing.

I got up around 1045am and I am suppose to

be there around 1130am. As usual, we're late.

Yes,WE. not 'I' :D

Got dolled up and camwhored a lil.

not falsies :D

Got there around 1230pm.

Waited at Starbucks then everyone came.

Settled out lunch at Italinnies.

Got my all time favourite Salmon Fettucine . (;

Toilet break.

love the outfit (;

look at the stick man!

sook. (;

Pictures in the toilet , lmao.

People got to redbox while me,sababy,ning

went around as we wanted to prepare surprise

for Sook And Ming.

We settled off at bread store to get two cakes.

Blackforest and Cheesecake for each of them.

And also, we bought a big hard long bread.

I have no idea, what's the name of it.

Plotted an evil plan last minute

and start laughing out of no where.

(; hehe.

We got a blackforest cake for xiuming randomly

and we brought it into redbox and I bet sook

thought it was for he since her birthday is tmr.

And we could sense a lil bit disappointment in her.

Oh well :D TEN YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP *cough cough*

After two songs or so ,

Ning and sababy went out to get the bread stick

and put a candle on it and let her thing that,

it's her bread. I was outside preparing the cake

so I do not know her reaction at all.

I heard that , she was trying hard to smile. LOL.

And then we finally brought in her cake.

And I guess, she looks happy ?

Sang her a birthday song .

Well, we sang it twice.

The stupid bread stick she holding. LOL.

and,

She's happy.

Ah, she better be.

If people give me that bread thing for my bday,

I would straight hit them with it or cry in the toilet.

That's so freaking sad okay!

Sang our lungs out till six.

Then went around to walk for a while.

Bought 2 skirts for 30bucks and

a leopard print bag for 29bucks.

The bag was at discounted price.

Since I'm a big fan of leopard print,

I nod my head without thinking.

Sat down somewhere and talked.

I got home by ten.

It was a satisfying day tho.

AND,

I'M BROKE.

I'm left with 70bucks in my purse nao.

How did I actually spend my money.

Did I eat it up. pff

D:

p.s I love Park Jung Min like mad nao, Check out 'Not Alone'. (;

I'll be back , after you call my name.

Oh daaaaaaamn (;

I feel so alive again.

My internet died on me for the past two weeks

and seriously, I've been going out everyday

with my family to pass time

and so it also means that,

I didn't do my homework.

So ,

it's so unproductive.

You have no idea how much I missed youtube.

My dongho , kyuoppa and calbaby.

Mg, I can only see them on my iphone.

It's okay , I'm gonna have them all on the screen

tonight :D *wolve howl*

I've got quite a number of pictures so,

I'm squeezing it in this post .

The last day for us to wear orange.

I really do like this orange alot ,

it's so comfy and nice.

I rather look like a fat carrot

than a fat golfhouse member.

And another I went for thai massage

after shopping at pavillion.

All of us was so exhausted after

a whole day of CNY shopping.

Massage was good.

toilet.

This is scary but oh well, this is the black clothes . They want us to change to. I got freaking freaked out when that thai women took off my bra. Pssttt.

Flasssh D:

And yeah , it was 90 minutes

and it cost me 144bucks.

I think it's not worth it at all.

But going to massage is awesome (;

And just another random outing with friends.

No pictures tho.

simple!

On the 11th was ze bitch's seventeen

but I didn't wish her or have any interactions with her.

She got her heart broken and went emo.

Texted me to check whether I'm still alive or so.

I didn't reply.

And I guess, the surprise was awesome.

Last year's one was so screwed.

Better be happy, friend.

camwhore?

Successfully surprised her in redbox.

and sing our ass off (;

toilet break.

I tip toe-d .

Shopped our ass off.

And guess what,

I got nothing wth ==

KUAI LING GOU.

I seriously have no idea why we always have picture in FOS.

And Mondays ,

Woke up an hour earlier , idk why.

Camwhored.

SS

I don't go like : I'M SO UGLY -.- because it's so fake. If it's ugly, why post up.

And some other day at school

CNY is near and seriously, I couldn't wait for it.

Cny shopping is awesome.

I need to get some bags , shoes and accessories.

I think I need to recolour my hair.

Advises?

Update soon.

Carmen's back (;