As long as I am with you , I can't go wrong.

I am having a study break now & that make me realized that I'm going to finish my pre-u soon.

Maybe it's just 18 months , and that's why I don't have any special feeling about this. From the first day of exam in the course until this very second, I just hope I can struggle through this hectic period. I really hate to just read read read and read. Although I regretting choosing this course since it is eating up all my leisure time , I am glad that I manage to make it till the very end. 

I take A LEVELS.

& eveytime I tell people this, they would give me a dirty look or expect me to drop out very very soon. 

I can't wait till the last day of exam ends which is a day after my birthday WITH TWO PAPERS fmlchickenballs. I literally stare at my exam timetable for 5 seconds and went blank. I can't believe I'm going to spend my birthday studying. But it's alright , I can celebrate my birthday on the day itself NEXT YEAR -.- 

My Army Crop top from Raqul Reed . This is one of my favorite in the whole update itself. 

I love how it matches with any bottom and still look good! :)

I was sad so I went for a coffee break with my aunt.

You don't know how much coffee break mean to me and make me happy. Just coffee, pastries , cakes and of course, long deep conversations makes a perfect combo. 

Honestly, this makes me feel so relax.

I don't know how to explain how good it feels like when you talk to someone without thinking , but just feelings. 

My favorite scones , with lots of lots of whipped cream!

My aunt ate both the mini burgers and claimed that it's really good.

It's carrot cake topped with chocolate and cream cheese. I remove the cream cheese because I had the whole whipped into my stomach already then.

This is just so...awesome .

My awkward first photo. 

We left around 6pm and no, we didn't skip dinner. Nobody can skip dinner. My grandma's cooking is too good wtf. 

To let you see my face.

Because some of them say that, my fringe sometimes covers half of my face so yeah?

I read one of the emails from a reader and no, I can't just reveal them here because it's confidential lol. They want to see me act cute * vomit beforehand*

Oh god...

This is the legendary act cute pout I see everywhere. 

Must squint the eyes a little, make the nose look rounded and the lips must thick thick one wtf.

Alright, I tried.

Sorry for not being cute . I am never gonna be cute.

* grabbing a pail and vomit*

It will get better.

Life is never easy .

& sometimes, you got to fight what you want to have in your arms.

When you fight too much and got tired , take a break and make your decision whether this battle is worth the wounds you are having now.

And people say, there are only regrets in the chances you never take and effort that you never poured.

That is easy for them because they are not you & they will never be you , to feel your pain.

Sometimes you just have to draw a line and cut off the desperation.

When it belongs to you, it will always come back to you even it takes forever to do so.

When it is not yours , there is no use to fight for it because it's fated to just slip off your fingertips like sand.

Sometimes we have to realize that some effort we put in are not to be acknowledge , some feelings we gave out are not to be return , some things are not meant to be and some scars are going to remain forever.

But all of the sweet and bitter memories we have , are going to make us a better person.

& one day, all this pain will make sense to you and transform into a different kind of energy in you.

goodnight, readers.

On the London stroll.

Just another outfit, girly hang out post.

What makes me excited is, I get to try out my pink-based lipstick . I am very obsessed with lipstick colour nowadays and I am still thinking whether I would look good in orange-based lipstick. I guess, nude is never my colour because I really look like I don't have lips , gr. I guess, that would go to waste. 

Those make up of the day SS selca.

I didn't feel my brows enough but note my lipstick! It makes me look so fair :)

And I had a late brunch at my all time favorite, Italiannies with -

Donniena .

Honestly, only I call her that until now. Highschool memories :)

I look so old and , just... old.

Tell me you like my colour lens.

I'm obsessed with colour lens and yet, I do not dare to go for extreme colours. I don't dare to try blue and I have at least, 3 pairs of green waiting for me. 

Oh well, I only like brown, grey , brown and violet?

I only wear brown when my hair colour is brown-based and violent when it is red-based.

YES, MUST MATCH ONE OK!

And More ootd post which is not up on insta.

You see!

People trying to act so sweet and dreamy in the carpark but the myvi decide to photobomb me! 

QI SI WO LE.

I was not ready.

And this picture shows how big and flat my nose is fml.

Perfect smile with separate fringe :/

Y I KENOT GET NICE PICTURES ONE TT

And after 19047184710471203102471029 shots and finally...

:)

How do you love my BOY LONDON tee?

You can get them at either www.leavetheboyalone.com for original pieces ( which I fully support because it's free shipping) or HIGH QUALITY replica at www.facebook.com/swagggcheck .

I'm a fan so I will never go replica on my BOY :D

xo.