Vain.

Hi.

I swear I always have time for this.

Half dead for trials .

They asked whether I want bangs and I said no. Either way, they did my fringe so short that I can't even..

PS NEED LONGER HAIR

x

PL1.

Class photoshoot with classmates the other day.

Bad hair cut wtf.

I love how they just leave some of my bleached hair on and make it look like there are shades of red between my hair. What is making me upset is my black hair roots are slowly growing back. 

I want my hair to grow longer and I can't stop cutting it.

WHO TELL ME CUT HAIR CAN MAKE MY HAIR GROW LONGER !

LIES.

Our black floral themed outfits are way too matching , look at our haaaair colour also.

The differences is , I look like a giant beside her.

Tell me how to cut down on limbs? ):

Mandaaaa. 

I swear that she is the only person who never gives up on me ever since college started. I don't know where her determination come from. Too awesome, I can say.

Both of us change hair colours too often. I look like his mum , lololol.

Emilyyyy /

Jacinth :D

Sorry , our outfits are really niceeeee.

I think this picture is very nice even if it's taken under such awkward situation.

But I'm glad such small argument never changes anything and I would lie if there isn't any silent moments inbetween . That's how things are when things are starting ti get back together right?

And it's sick how people try to make things worse inbetween.

They can't just grow up and mind their own business. I have no idea how angry was I when I saw something they did on purpose to make things worse. I want to pull their hair out , gr. And it's not as if, whatever they say would change my mind from what I believe in.

As you grow up, you know who tell the lies and who tell the truth.

You can talk and lie all you want to other people and make them believe you - tbh, it's not going to change anything because I'm going to look so lowly on you. I just don't know how people can spend so much time bad-mouthing you, ruining your friendship.... all this highschool drama. I really don't know why they don't finish these things in highschool.

I love you long time. It feels good to be forgiven.

x.

A break

Everyone have their own way of relieving their pressure at the day by doing something peaceful that makes them forget that worries, sorrows and thoughts which bother them. I guess, everyone needs a break - needs a get away from it for a while. It doesn't have to be done physically , like going abroad or on a trip. Sometimes, we just have to find little things that we enjoy to make us relax , care free from anything that bother us. 

Everyone deserve the rest - in mind , spending time alone.

Some of them prefer to sit at home , lie on the couch and do nothing. Some prefer to talk about life with their friends. Some prefer to wait till night time, find a bar with nice music and get a few cups of alcohol to relax themselves. Some head to the club, party hard and get wasted. Some of them just prefer to spend sometime alone, doing things they want living like somebody else. 

And,

Some people just need a cup of good coffee and environment.

There is some days where you just don't want to care , think about things that bother you - give you pressure. There are some days where you want to completely feel nothing - not too happy, not to sad and a little empty. Some days you just want to be alone , thinking the path of your life , things you want to do and make sure there won't be any regrets.

And out of everything I have listed above, I chose to have a cup of good coffee and do my own things. 

There's a new cafe near my college , serving good pastries , westerns and of course , light coffees. Of course, they couldn't be compared to starbucks or dome for their drinks but their interior is beautiful and the food is glad. 

It's just sad that it's not quiet enough for you to relax yourself.

And the other day when I was alone , 

I head there for breakfast.

Croissant

TBH, I don't know how to pronounce this in real life although I know the spelling. 

Their awesome garden salad with strawberries and raspberries - together with the strawberry topping :)

All time favorite, caramel macchiato .

My breakfast is complete . And they look so pretty :) 

The camwhore pictures weren't from the day I have my breakfast though. I just think that they matches well, so yeah.

And ,

I just went out with a naked eye ( no eyeline and mascara) . 

I can't believe there's people interested in the way I put on my daily make up for outings, lol. Unless we are heading to malls or do something important, if not I wouldn't have any make up on. Who goes to mamak and a random dinner with layers of make up anyway?

Oh well, 

maybe the next time I'll reveal my make up kits for you because I honestly think that my make up sucks . I CAN'T EVEN DRAW MY BROWS PROPERLY ):

So,

have you find a way to relax yourself yet?