heavy weights & dreams : Yellow Launched.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Yellow Launched.

I swear my hair colour changes every single day.

One day, it's red then it became brown and suddenly, it became a little darker brown then black. I don't even know what colour hair I have now so when people ask what hair colour it is, I'll be like uh.... it was suppose to be red based hair( but then it looks like orange that day wtf).

I don't know how to take care of hair and I don't think I will want to do rebonding or relaxing though.

Anyways,

this post is about me skipping my college for M2Upay launching event.

I was just right on time!

I can't believe I reach home one and a half before the event starts and then get lost in KL. I went all the way to Sentul wtf but thank god that, Maybank building wasn't that far . The traffic was just insane though. I got so pissed off and panic in the car , ALONE. gr.

I wanted to take picture of everything but it seemed to be so rude so..I kept my phone after this picture.

Everyone was staring when I hold my phone up , like I am doing something very sinful so I pretended like I didn't see them stare and casually put my phone back into my bag....while I go like - shit shit shit inside me. lol.

They even have simple scenarios of using the app and dance performance.

I was sitting at one of the booth because I don't have a booth myself. I didn't want to open one because I was lazy and nobody helps me. But I totally regretted it after seeing the crowd TT

What worse is MY NAME CARD IS NOT READY wtf.

So...

I camwhore LOL

They prepared simple lunch for us and everyone was talking about things that I don't understand. They told me because I'm young. Either way, I still feel stupid.

Got interviewed and embarrassed myself.

I could see a few of them not convinced about everything I said. I do feel upset about the way people judges but it's true that everyone judge the book by it's cover.

It's just that,

if you want to say anything bad about people, at least make sure that you're as good as you expect people to be.

I know I should say things like - I should do better and accept all the things which they said, which is not true.

But really, I don't want to fake a girly weak personality for the show so that people would like me or actually pity me so I could get all the attention , people would side me.

I prefer to be respected.

Even if I am no good , you can always give your comment and point out the flaws. But when these comments are going to hurt my dignity and self-respect , I think I could choose to accept it or just ignore it. Or maybe, to just point out yours as well to remind you that NOBODY is going to be perfect.

Cut it short.

I just 不甘愿。

WTF ( Can't believe I googled it in pinyin and then paste the characters here lol)

Pictures that a nuffnang member took for me. Still up even if I am not unglam because I have nothing much to post -.-

Tell me what can I do about my legs.... sigh :/

But it feels good to be called ' youngest entrepreneur on the floor" though.

GOT PROUD OF ME ANOT, HUH HUH HUH? * insert teeth smile*

So, I was trying to take my ootd in the middle of the hallway and not caring if people stare at me or not. Even the person holding the camera is shy. And, I'm like ...so thick faced ):