I'm singing my blues.

Spend sometime to sort out the pictures after getting in from fb. I lost my camera's charger therefore I can't camwhore unless I use my phone. I'm happy with my primary camera because it's clear but normally, I camwhore with the secondary camera , which is kind of blur. I am too stingy to get a new charger which cost quite alot. My allowance is so insufficient for me already and I still have to take out the money from my pocket to buy. Omg, this is crazy. I want money.

So last Sunday,

Mingli had her belated birthday dinner at Sunway so that it's convenient enough for everyone.

Reached around 5pm and meet up with Chinkeat and Fookhiew at Wong Kok. 

I'm sorry but I really couldn't resist DSLR.

I wanted to get a DSLR, at one time. But to think back, it's actually kind of waste of money because I don't think I can take good photographs. I will never use the camera function too. I will just set it in auto mode and spam the pictures of my face. 

And toilet break,

when everyone almost reached.

And there we go again,

 Weichanx4 :)

Picture with the birthday girl. 

p.s photobomb ttm , at the back!

MingLi's signature pose!

JaeSern (:

One of the best picture we have ever taken, others is forever cmi.

We had our dinner at Zen Japanese restaurant. I thought the set would be small but really, it was really filling. Everyone seems to enjoy that dinner though.

After that, 

we went bowling since it's only like 730pm?

Sook.

And then, 

to club 9 for pooooooool. 

I hate that the music is too loud. I don't know who chose the place beside the loudspeaker. It was really annoying but glad that the songs is okay. After a while, I guess I get use to how loud it is already. But it's really awkward when they change the songs. Suddenly it become really quiet.

And

again :p

solo!

You realize I have the most picture with her?

I can't believe I'm saying this but I like this picture of myself. I wonder who took it. Such a good photographer.

potato.

Missing Kevan out here.

Birthday kiss?

And,

XUELIN JOINS IN :D

Totally love how things goes that night.

That's one hell of the night (:

Let me end this post with my favorite photo.

(:

love them all.

xo.

Set fire to the rain.

Hello,

Sorry for not blogging properly for a long time.

I always come home late everyday. The earliest time I have reached home is around 6pm and the latest is before midnight. I don't even have anytime to read my textbooks. I think I am just going to screwed up everything. I do not have any tuition and anyone to teach me. To be frank, I am never independent in studies. Guess that I have to learn to grow up now. 

And you know what,

I have 4 test next week.

I am probably dead by the end of next week.

Something awful happened today and I never feel so bad in my life before. Bad , not as in guilty. Bad as in, I feel like I'm the worst person on earth that deserve no one or perhaps I am really lack of attention today. I feel extra tired today and even fell asleep. I don't even know why I feel so tired every single day.

And the worst thing that happened today is,

I feel so left out today. I know that I am always fine with last minute plan but I'd prefer you tell me at least an hour or two in advance. I hate how people doesn't confirm plans with me. It's okay if I didn't ask and that they do not inform me but the point is I couldn't stop asking about it and yet, noone bother to answer me. I hate that they keep asking me to ask someone else. Like seriously, it's just a yes or no question. Why do things have to be so freaking complicated? It's just a freaking outing, really. We are not in highschool anymore. We don't give stupid reasons to hide the fact that we don't want to go. Please.

I spend sometime alone with a freaking cup of taro milk tea at chatime. Yes, alone. I never been alone for a quite sometime because there will be at least one person to be there. I sat there for like a whole hour but thank god that a friend came for me.

It's beyond disappointment.

Those who are there to witness this would know what the fuck am I talking about. Instead of saying that I am angry, I would like to say that I am very disappointed about it. But what is done, is done.

Should get over it.

And there are some pictures from college the other day.

I was very happy with my checker outfit :p

Small boy Henry :p

AMANDA :P

Jacinth.

And then group pictures,

Lost Edmund.

And guess what,

I just camwhored directly infront of the teacher. She shook her head and walk away. It was fine, I guess. Since we are doing group work for some presentation thingy. I didn't even do anything other than copying the info and write it on the paper. Plus, my handwriting sucked a whole lot so yeah. I literally spend all the time disturbing people, yelling across the class and asking people to camwhore with me.

At least,

I didn't sleep right? (:

pretty Christine. 

love!

And let's end the post with,

this kid again.

much loves.

It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse.

What makes you Beautiful  by One Direction

You're insecure,Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up,to cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why,You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

[Bridge]
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful

You wake up to my sunset.

I don't know to explain this.

I feel so contented right now, of everything. You don't know how much this feeling is getting into me. The problem is, I don't hate this feeling at all.

I don't know why but I feel so complete when I see you. I feel so fine when we are just sitting with each other, talking about nothing or maybe worst, just stoning. I don't know how to put how it feels like in words. I know this sound stupid but when you're around, things seems to be different and to be better. I love the way you try, I love the way you put the words together. I feel so uncomfortable that I don't see you, even if it's just a day. I don't even feel afraid of disappointments now. I feel so happy that I have priority and even have a place in your heart, right now.

It's so hard to describe this.

I don't know where it is going to bring me to 

but,

I don't want this to end.

x.

When you were mine.

Hey,

I am finally back with few pictures from college with the classmates.

It took a quite sometime for me to really get close to the classmates though. I'm so glad that my class isn't boring at all and everyone is so fun. I love how they celebrate birthday for a few of my classmates already. College is really okay but the schooling hours is just as long as srikl. 

I hate wednesday's timetable the most because I only have an hour break and my college ends at freaking 4pm. 

Almost every single day after college, I will be at ac with the bunch for pool. I don't really play though because I suck at it, alot. I can't even aim properly D:

Almost every single week, I have small tests and all my marks is never higher than half of the full mark. I seriously have to start being hardworking. Omg, I have been saying that for the past few weeks already.

I'm dead for a levels.

There's one fine day, I just went to college with a tshirt and a knee length loose shorts and my very ugly specs. Everyone just look at me at one of a kind. In the same day itself , 5 people told me that they're very disappointed in me for being like this TT

And my classmates,

Yes, Lisa is in my class :p

yokeshan!

Evonne!

The forever funny, amylia (: love her to bits.

Jacinth !

And 

the badass, Marcus.

I'll be right back.

x