Christmas is in 6 days time.
New year's is in like, 11 days?
New year's is in like, 11 days?
The year is going to end soon and it's definitely too fast. At least , it's fast for me. Everything seems to be happening too fast for me this year. Things comes unexpectedly and goes on without intention. Some are good, some are bad.
I hate the phrase ' good things comes to an end'.
I agree with the phrase but now I totally hate it.
I just want time to slow down,right now. I want things to be remained the same. I don't want anything to change .Everything seems to be so perfect for me right now. Sometimes by the time of thinking of things change hurts me. I know it's selfish to put my words this way but this is what I really want it to be. I don't know how to put my feelings in a phrase to describe how awful I am feeling inside right now. I keep on keeping things away from other people so that they won't remind me. I can't even get over that things myself.
How I wish you could read everything in my mind without me explaining and telling you. How I wish you could take an initiative to understand my feelings. Why are you always lying to yourself ? How can you be so confident about everything and smile throughout things when it is killing you and me inside? How can you take things that is going to be happen next like nothing?
How can you take things so easy?
I can see that, you know....
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